最后的青春在这样的黑夜
我有一节得意的诗还没写
我有一首无声的歌想用嘶哑的喉咙发泄

蛙鸣 狗叫 雾里的灯泡

苍老的面孔带着稚嫩的腿奔跑
嗜睡的脖子下面枕着刀

你是我雨夜初晴后的晨曦
是让时间细水长流的秘密
你是我了了无依的夜里
在水泽中仰面拥抱的雨滴

无法形容也无需言语
你一定是有魔力，让我陷入深重的沉迷
日日夜夜无法割离
像是有幸拥有，却得知终将失去

当你的思虑压迫着你的眼睛
我要如何将这沉重变得轻盈
也许一阵癔呓你终是不明
我的言语终不能表达我的心情

New Divide
大分水岭

I remembered black skies, the lightning all around me
当我回忆起那一次的乌云漫天，电闪雷鸣
I remembered each flash as time began to blur
我回忆起每个瞬间，但是那一切又开始变得模糊
Like a startling sign that fate had finally found me
就像很久以前的一个预兆所示，命运它最终还是找到了我
And your voice was all I heard
而我唯一能听到的就是你的声音
Did I get what I deserve
我得到我想得到的了吗
So give me reason to prove me wrong
如果不是就给我个理由证明我错了
To wash this memory clean
然后把我的犯傻的记忆清洗干净，我不要再记起
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
也许你眼里会有东西可以
Give me reason, to fill this hole,
给我个理由填补我满心的疑问
Connect the space between
让我们的世界联系在一起
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies
从无休止的谎言走向彼此坦诚
Across this new divide
跨越这时代的大分水岭
There was nothing inside, but memories left abandoned
把不堪尘封，让一切沉静
There was nowhere to hide, the ashes fell like snow
让一切化作灰烬散落纷飞And the ground caved in between where we were standing
而且我们之间的隔阂在你我渐进的双足间崩塌
And your voice was all I heard
我唯一能听到的就是你的声音
Did I get what I deserve
我得到我应得的了吗？
So give me reason to prove me wrong
给我一个理由证明我是错的
To wash this memory clean
然后抹去我我犯傻的记忆，我不会想再记起
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
让你眼里的东西突破这限制
Across this new divide
跨越这新的分水岭
In every loss, in every lie, in every truth that you deny
每次迷失，每次谎言，每次否认事实
And each regret and each goodbye
以及每个遗憾和每次分开
Was some mistake too great to hide
太多的错误我们需要对彼此隐藏
And your voice was all I heard
而我唯一能听到的就是你的声音
That I get what I deserve
也许我得到我应得的了
So give me reason to prove me wrong
或者给我个理由证明我错了
To wash this memory clean
然后抹去我的回忆
Let the thoughts cross the distance in your eyes
让你眼里应该出现的东西流露出来吧
Give me reason, to fill this hole,
给我个好说法好借口填补我满心的疑虑
Connect the space between
让我们的世界联系在一起
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies从无休止的谎言走向彼此坦诚
Across this new divide
跨越这时代的大分水岭
In every loss, in every lie, in every truth that you’d deny
每一次迷失，每一次谎言，每一次你拒绝说出真相
And each regret and each goodbye was a mistake too great to hide
每次反悔，每次分开，都是无需再言明的错误
And your voice was all I heard
我满耳只剩下你在说了
Did I get what I deserve我得到我应得的了吗
So give me reason to prove me wrong to wash this memory clean
如果没有，那给我个理由，证明我错，将所有记忆涤清
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
让它从你的眼睛到我的眼睛，这是一道分水岭
Give me reason, to fill this hole, connect the space between
给我理由，填满豁口，将这断路铺平
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies从无休止的欺骗走向彼此坦诚
Across this new divide跨越这分水岭

Too blind to know your best
从前总是太盲目，即使穿过绝世风景，也不知道欣赏她的美丽
Hurrying through the forks without regrets
只是一直向前，匆匆掠过流年
Different now, every step feels like a mile
如今心境已变，每一步踏下去的感觉都会去细细体验
All the lights seem to flash and pass you by
路边各色的灯，或闪亮或昏黄或霓虹，就像是虚度的光阴，还未曾看清，就奔涌不见
So how it’s gonna be
不过，这就是要发生的事情吧
When it all comes down, cycling trivialities
这些全部都是，一天又一天重复发生着的事
But don’t know which way to turn
但你能拿它们怎么办
Every trifle becoming big concerns
它们一天天堆积，问题一直追着你
All this time you were chasing dreams
你一直以来都在追逐你的梦想
Without knowing what you wanted them to mean
即使有时候你也不明白自己做的一切有什么意义
So how it’s gonna be
不过，这就是要发生的事情
When it all comes down, cycling trivialities
这些全部都是，一天又一天重复发生着的事
Who cares in a hundred years from nowAll your small steps, all your shitty clouds
百年之后，谁还会关心你那些成就，还有污点
Who cares in a hundred years from now
Who’ll remember all the playersWho’ll remember all the clowns
所有人都不过是人生这场戏的龙套
那些让人开怀大笑的滑稽事，也会抛诸后脑
So how it’s gonna be
不过，这就是要发生的事情吧
When it all comes down, cycling trivialities
这些全部都是，一天又一天重复发生着的事
So what does this really mean
一切的一切，怎么样，又有什么关系呢
When it all comes down, cycling trivialities
他们就是这样来了回去，然后再回来
Cycling trivialities
周而复始，永不停息

I’m tired of being what you want me to be
我已经厌倦了装成你所期望的那个样子
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
我真的应该就是这个样子吗
Don’t know what you’re expecting of me
我不知道这些期待到底算什么
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
在你规定的路上走
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
我自己所做的每件事，对于你而言，都是做错了的
I’ve become so numb I can’t feel you there
算了，我已经麻木了
I’ve become so tired so much more aware
什么乱七八糟的都去特么的，我只知道
I’ve becoming this all I want to do
我想要的
Is be more like me and be less like you
只是做回我自己
Can’t you see that you’re smothering me
你这是在杀死我，你没有意识到这一点吗？
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
抓得如此之紧，只恐失去控制
Causes everything that you thought I would be
因为你此前对我的所有期待的幻想
Has fallen apart right in front of you
都土崩瓦解在你的面前
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
我所做的每件事对你而言，都是一种错误
And every second I waste is more than I can take
而我的每一寸宝贵的光阴都浪费在成为别人上
I’ve become so numb I can’t feel you there
对于你的摆布我早已经麻木了
I’ve become so tired so much more aware
我已经身心疲惫，
I’ve becoming this all I want to do
我只想要
Is be more like me and be less like you
做回我自己，而不是一切随你
And I know
我知道
I may end up failing too
我最终可能是失败收场
But I know
但是我也知道
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you
你也不过是受人摆布的一个木偶
I’ve become so numb I can’t feel you there
对于你的摆布我早已经麻木了
I’ve become so tired so much more aware
我已经身心疲惫，
I’ve becoming this all I want to do
我只想要
Is be more like me and be less like you
做回我自己，而不是一切随你
I’ve become so numb I can’t feel you there
对于你的摆布我早已经麻木了
I’m tired of being what you want me to be
我已经厌倦了你期望我变成的那个样子

If the hero never comes to you.
If you need someone you’re feeling blue.
If you away from love and you’re alone.
If you call your friends and nobody’s home.
You can run away but you can’t hide.
Through a storm and through a lonely night.
Then I show you there’s a destiny.
The best things in life.
They’re free.
But if you wanna cry.
Cry on my shoulder.
If you need someone who cares for you.
If you’re feeling sad your heart gets colder.
Yes I show you what real love can do.
If your sky is grey oh let me know.
There’s a place in heaven where we’ll go.
If heaven is a million years away.
Oh just call me and I make your day.
When the nights are getting cold and blue.
When the days are getting hard for you.
I will always stay here by your side.
I promise you I’ll never hide.
But if you wanna cry.
Cry on my shoulder.
If you need someone who cares for you.
If you’re feeling sad your heart gets colder.
Yes I show you what real love can do.
But if you wanna cry.
Cry on my shoulder.
If you need someone who cares for you.
Yes I show you what real love can do.
What real love can do.
What real love can do.
What love can do.
What love can do.
love can do

Why does it feel like night today?
为什么今天就像是某个被梦惊醒的夜
Something in here’s not right today…
今天这里貌似有很多地方不对劲
Why am I so uptight today?
为什么我今天如此的暴戾不安
Paranoia’s all I got left
所以最后我变成了偏执狂了?
I don’t know what stressed me first
我记不清楚最先是什么让我感觉到了令人窒息的压力
Or how the pressure was fed
以及这压力来自哪里
But I know just what it feels like
但我清楚这感觉是如何
To have a voice in the back of my head
脑海中一直有一个声音在回响着
It’s like a face that I hold inside
就好像我一直以来就在自己身体里养了一张脸
A face that awakes when I close my eyes
每当我闭眼他就睁眼
A face watches every time I lie
每一次我说谎他都要把我怦怦跳动的心看见
A face that laughs every time I fall
每一次我自甘堕落它的笑声时隐时现
(And watches everything)
它注视着一切，也仿佛拷问着一切
So I know that when it’s time to sink or swim
于是忽然我醒悟这已是必须得做出抉择的时候了，要么力争上游，要么永远被埋没
That the face inside is hearing me
我知道内心那张脸也一定听到了我的声音
right beneath my skin
就在我的皮底下
It’s like I’m, paranoid lookin’ over my back
就像我疑神疑鬼时不时地扭头看我的背后
It’s like a, whirlwind inside of my head
就像一阵一阵龙卷风在把我的脑子镂空
It’s like I,can’t stop what I’m hearing within
就好像我无法不让自己听到内心的声音
It’s like the face inside is right beneath my skin
就好像内心的那张脸在我的身体里一声声地提醒
I know I’ve got a face in me
我知道我的内心有了张脸
points out all the mistakes to me
指出所有我犯过的错误自鉴
You’ve got a face on the inside too and
也你的内心也有一张脸
Your paranoia’s probably worse
也许你的偏执更加的明显和危险
I don’t know what set me off first
我不知道这一切是怎么开始的
but I know what I can’t stand
但是我知道我无法容忍的是
Everybody acts like the fact of the matter is
每个人都得好像本来就是这样子
I can’t add up to what you can but
我不能说你也跟他们一样
Everybody has a face that they hold inside
但是每个人的内心中确实都该有一张脸
A face that awakes when they close their eyes
每当他们闭上双眼时它就浮现
A face watches every time they lie
每当他们说谎时他们会看到它就注视着他们的双眼
A face that laughs every time they fall
每当他们堕落时它就嘲笑着
(And watches everything)
有它注视着一切
So you know that when it’s time to sink or swim
所以你们就知道是该做出选择和付出努力地时候了
That the face inside is watching you too
这张脸也在看着你们
right inside your skin
就在你们的身体里面
The sun goes down
霞光在西边消褪
I feel the light betray me
怎么办， 我怀疑落日将我出卖给黑夜然后拂袖而去

When the day is long and the night,
当漫长的白天让你觉得无所适从，而黑夜
the night is yours alone,
这黑夜是你一个人的孤单，
when you’re sure you’ve had enough of this life,
当你认为自己已经确信受够了这样的生活，
well hang on.
坚持住。
Don’t let yourself go,
不要放弃你自己，
everybody cries
每个人都会有躲着自己一个人哭的时候
and everybody hurts sometimes.
每个人都会有受了伤自己舔伤口的时候。
Sometimes everything is wrong.
但即使有些时候一切都是不那么如意。
Now it’s time to sing along.
现在仍是将你的歌唱下去的时候，生命不息，而对自己的坚持应当不止。
When your day is night alone,
虽然你感觉每一个白天有如每一个你感觉孤单的夜晚,
if you feel like letting go,
虽然你想丢下自己从纷扰中解脱，
when you think you’ve had too much of this life,
但即使你觉得已经经受了太多或者失去了太多
well hang on.
坚持住。
Everybody hurts.
每个人都会受伤，这不是你应该受伤的理由，而是你应该也像芃芃众生一样坚强的理由。
Take comfort in your friends.
去创造一个朋友，然后彼此慰藉吧
Everybody hurts.
每个人都会受伤，这不是你应该受伤的理由，而是你应该也像芃芃众生一样坚强的理由。
Don’t throw your hand.
不要丢下你自己，在一个他该勇敢地活着的年纪。
Oh, no.
绝对不能。
Don’t throw your hand.
绝对不能放弃放弃。
If you feel like you’re alone,
如果你感觉孤单一人，
no, no, no, you are not alone
那么我要告诉你你不会 。
If you’re on your own in this life,
假如生活中你独自一人，
the days and nights are long,
白天和黑夜都是那么漫长，
when you think you’ve had too much of this life
当你觉得已经厌倦了这生活
to hang on.
对之无法坚持。
Well, everybody hurts sometimes,
那么你要明白， 每个人都在受伤，
everybody cries.
每个人都在心里默默的为自己或某些人哭。
And everybody hurts sometimes.
每个人都曾受伤，但每个人一样活的坚强
And everybody hurts sometimes.
每个人都会受伤，但每个人都会宁愿对明天充满希望
So, hold on, hold on.
所以，坚持住，坚持住。
Hold on, hold on. Hold on, hold on. Hold on, hold on…..
坚持住，坚持住。坚持住，坚持住。坚持住，坚持住………

New blood joins this earth
新的生命降生到这个世界。
And quikly he’s subdued rah
然后他很快地被驯服了。
Through constant pained disgrace
通过没完没了痛苦的羞辱。
The young boy learns their rules
年轻人学会了他们的规则。

I can’t remember anything
我对所有的一切都毫无记忆
Can’t tell if this is true or dream
无法分辨这是现实还是痴癔
Deep down inside i feel to scream
我的喉咙深处有一声爆喝在奋力
This terrible silence stops me
而沉默的高压将它堵在了嘴里
Now that the war is through with me
仿佛已经熬过了一场无头无尾的漫长战役
I’m waking up, i cannot see
我的身体虽然苏醒，我的心却拒绝接受一个已被揭示的秘密。
That theres not much left to me
我所剩无几
Nothing is real but pain now
这别人的一切新生美梦与我无关，这现实是一服很苦的药剂。
Hold my breath as i wish for death
当我闭上眼睛深呼吸，只感受这空洞世界的发霉污烂没有生气
Oh please god wake me
于是我祈祷有神，有神便可以有奇迹，可以救我出深渊的底。
Back in the womb it’s much to real
若能回到孩提，甚至好歹与世隔绝的子宫里，那时便有许多真切的东西可以让我着迷
In pumps life that i must feel
在那可以感觉到生命有力地欢快地搏动的日子里，去感受和去爱就像是每分每秒必须的宗教礼
But can’t look forward to reveal
但那时的我不会期待即将发生的一切，无法去想象我将无法选择地要去面对的敌意
Look to the time when i live
追溯我所苟活的一生，没有真正的自己
Fed through the tube that sticks in me
只依靠插入身体和灵魂的管子，接受需要我接受的喂食
Just like a war time novelty
鲜活的生命像一切在战争中可以获得的小东西，新鲜，廉价，昙花一时
Tied to machines that make me be
于是我就被捆绑在制造了我的机器上
Cut this life off from me
于是还没适应的简单纯粹又被夺去。
Hold my breath as i wish for death
当我闭上眼睛深呼吸，这世界安静得就像是我已经埋在了坟里
Oh please god wake me
于是我祈祷有神，有神便可以有奇迹，可以救我出深渊的底。
Now the world is gone i’m just one
如今世界停止了它的疯狂，而我也随着它了无所依
Oh god help me
也许可以让我解脱的真神呢？而它允诺给全民的慈悲在哪里？
Hold my breath as i wish for death
当我闭上眼睛努力搜寻活着的证据，我在想这世界是否欠我一句对不起
Oh please god wake me
于是我开始幻想如果真的有神，有神便可以有奇迹，可以救我出深渊的底。
Darkness imprisoning me
在无边黑暗中沉没直到不存在的底
All that i see
目之所及
Absolute horror
尽是黑暗让我感到恐怖无极
I cannot live
求生渺茫
I cannot die
求死无计
Trapped in myself
感觉就像困在了自己的壳里
Body my holding cell
身体，我的容器，保护我脆弱的心的薄薄的一层皮
Landmine has taken my sight
这个世界有预谋，他会要夺走你的一些权力
Taken my speech
让你不再胡言乱语
Taken my hearing
让你不再听之非礼
Taken my arms
于是萎坼的双手再造不出奇迹
Taken my legs
羸弱的双腿无法将地狱逃离
Taken my soul
留给我一个残破的灵魂在人海漂来漂去
Left me with a life in hell
在这锋芒的世界里承受煎熬，没有边际